Last month I found out some information in which I am not too happy with involving my wife.  I am not sure where I want to start or how much I want to go into.  It comes to my attention that my wife has been a little distracted over the past couple of months, and I am not sure how far these distractions went.  Now my wife and I have talk about this for much of a month in small amount and unfortunately I think she thinks that I am stupid and gullible.  I’ve been trying to tell her that I know a lot more than she give me credit and she should just be honest.  I am making a commitment to stay and work through the situation.  Now my version of the story maybe a little worst then what I may suspect from her but right now, I need to figure something’s out.

 I am trying to understand my wife, I am trying to forgive and forget but it’s not that easy.  I feel a little bipolar when it comes to this situation.  At time I feel ok and thinking that I can move forward while at other times I feel as if I can’t deal with my feelings.  I having been dying to talk and to get these things off my chest but it seem like she doesn’t have enough time.  I know that this transition from one job to another is a little stressful but something gotta give, I wish she would put her priorities in order.  I really wonder if she truly wants to stay in this relationship?  I am trying my hardest to make sure that I am giving my all but at times I don’t feel that effort being reciprocated.